It has been an awesome birthday! 33 isn’t so bad! The awesome-ness started yesterday morning with an early birthday present from Phil. Get your minds outta the gutters folks- it wasn’t that. It was WAY better than that!!

Let me set the scene for ya:

We’re sitting on the front porch having our first cigarette of the day. All of a sudden Phil starts humming. I wasn’t looking at him but off towards the crazy cat mans house, wondering what the hell he was humming and why he was humming so soon after waking up. As I sat there, trying to figure out what song it was, it clicked. Tears sprang to my eyes thinking this had to be a cruel joke. The one thing I so desperately wanted to hear him say, and he’s humming the song. I turned and looked at him with tear filled eyes, he reaches for my hand and starts singing “Here I am, reaching out for you, Lets be us again”. The tears began to flow as I asked him if he was serious- to which he replied yes. I think I repeatedly asked him if he was sure. He kept telling me yes, while grinning from ear to ear, giving me tons of kisses. He told me I cry real easy, I came back with “These are tears of joy”. He told me he’s been ready for this for a bit, but really wanted to do it for my birthday as he knew this would be the best present he could give me- and he was 100% correct! Nothing could have topped this. Not even a million dollars. Money don’t mean diddly if you are not happy. So I’ve been walking around on Cloud 9 since yesterday morning. It was insanely awesome to sleep in the same bed together again- to hear him snore, to know that he was RIGHT THERE, to smell him. It’s insane the little things you miss. But I wont be missing them anymore. Now we can move on with our future. I am sure life will still throw us curve balls from time to time, but I am positive that if we could make it thru this, there isn’t anything we cant make it thru!

So my birthday wish came true. Got my man back! YAY ME!

Tonight I’m being treated to Chicken Express. I’m a simple gal- I don’t need a fancy schmancy dinner on my birthday! LOL Gimme some fried chicken, smashed taters, gravy, and their biscuits (that I swear are laced with crack cause they are that good!) and I am good to go! Then this weekend Phil & I will be celebrating my birthday with the grown ups in Shreveport, Louisiana. Conceived in Kaos has a show at 516 Soundstage with Holy Hell Rod (and you know those guys can P-A-R-T-y!) and a few other bands. SO a fun time will totally be had! Those that can, should make the trip to Shreveport and see the bands and party it up with me!!! (We’ll also be celebrating Phils upcoming birthday!!! His is June 6th!)

Anyhow, gonna run for now! I think I’ve yakked everyones ear off enough!!